14th /aug good weather
"There were but a few weak, silvery stars."
The heart is a lonely hunter. Carson McCullers
一句美麗的文字
我想花時間看我喜歡的書啦
不想躺在床上一直反覆思考那混蛋加變態
28/ Aug 風和日麗 好天氣
On your birthday, my best gift for you is:
Let you love yourself more.
女孩聽著給自己往後25 年都受用的禮物.
你沒做錯任何事,人生本就不盡完美
而妳很努力的活就足夠了
stop reflecting on everything.
Just you, are enough.
Best wishes
xxChia
Tuesday, 14 August 2012
Sunday, 1 July 2012
july
1th / July sunny windy showering what can you complain its London
呼最壞的已經過去, 喝口水喘口氣
她非常年輕且無憂無慮,我身兼重擔 並且年輕並不是會用來形容的字句.
因為我方重生, 根本是一個全新的靈魂
我知道隨著時間更迭我會褪去層層重擔
因為這是宇宙的運行 潮起潮落 生生不息 我知道最壞的已經過去
呼
10/July its raining cats and dogs out there
Called my old man the other day.
He said to me your old room is exactly the same as you left.
We didn't touch it at all.
Come back and you can live there still .........
and if you come back,....., dot 't go out again.
It's the freedom i crave.
I would rather die then go back there.
I am sorry
my old man.
I am drawn to the sea.
29/July So this is LOVE.the thing i have been spent 25 years to wonder what it will look like.Sothis is how it looks like.
呼最壞的已經過去, 喝口水喘口氣
她非常年輕且無憂無慮,我身兼重擔 並且年輕並不是會用來形容的字句.
因為我方重生, 根本是一個全新的靈魂
我知道隨著時間更迭我會褪去層層重擔
因為這是宇宙的運行 潮起潮落 生生不息 我知道最壞的已經過去
呼
10/July its raining cats and dogs out there
Called my old man the other day.
He said to me your old room is exactly the same as you left.
We didn't touch it at all.
Come back and you can live there still .........
and if you come back,....., dot 't go out again.
It's the freedom i crave.
I would rather die then go back there.
I am sorry
my old man.
I am drawn to the sea.
kindred |ˈkindrid|
noun [treated as pl. ]
one's family and relations.
• relationship by blood : ties of kindred.
adjective [ attrib. ]
similar in kind; related : books on kindred subjects.ORIGIN Middle English : from kin + -red (from Old English rǣden [condition] ), with insertion of -d- in the modern spelling through phonetic development (as inthunder).個着海我找到了kindred of mine.一些跟我喜歡相似東西的人們..29/July So this is LOVE.the thing i have been spent 25 years to wonder what it will look like.Sothis is how it looks like.
Tuesday, 5 June 2012
June
18/june
"he is not even a good person,
don't throw yourself to him anymore
he will not even there to catch you
you will just tremble and fall."
17th/June 小太陽多雲似乎是西洋父親節
今早跟阿嬤打電話
她說要包粽子然後寄給我
我又上當了
然後她又開始她讀特的天馬行空
跟我說着某個加拿大人被她好朋友吃掉的事
我對她說
安啦我不會被吃掉
5th/June better then raining anyway
忘記紀錄這個感人的展了 其實是27/may 去看的
Scott's last expedition.
25/june 好天氣啦
我這人優點不多
唯一的就是 never give up
and
what should i have for breakfast!
28/June
一個人去Brighton 聽Kate Nash
海天一片讓我眼睛失了焦
the blue blue sky and the green ocean green
let me eyes lose the focus.
Sunday, 6 May 2012
May 的流水
3th /May
first date with him, he left . without a word about what's going to happen.
6th/May chilly weather
The reasons to love london.
1. while its already spring it still feel like November.
but the trees and flower didn't forgot to bloom.
outside the tube, the blue bell pop up from the weeds.
On the way to Old street, the tree blossom with blue flower which i have never seen before.
London, its a city you can easy fall in love with.
but don't think it will love you back..
at least not the way you expected.
13/may Mother's Sunday / Sunny thank you London.
Today is mothers day in Taiwan.
i Called my ganny this morning ,
its 5pm in taiwan,
she said she is cooking fish for my 菇 who went out for swimming.
i said i'm hungry.
she said：
來我煎魚給妳吃 ：）
15/may mother F raining still!
I stole his "A clockwork orange" pin.
I was a bit surprise when how panic he was when he found out the pin that suppose to site on his shoulder was gone.
I felt a sudden guilt.
But I couldn't tell him the pin is just right under my pillow, I knew that, because I put it there, when he went to the toilet.
He rushed to the door , without saying goodbye, I shouted out : I'm sorry for your pin.
The shoulder pad of his leather jacket, swing in the air like a beaten soldier who just lost the war and keep his head sinking like a stone.
I think i will give him back the pin, when I able to claim my heart back, I'll give it back to him ,the same day.
first date with him, he left . without a word about what's going to happen.
6th/May chilly weather
The reasons to love london.
1. while its already spring it still feel like November.
but the trees and flower didn't forgot to bloom.
outside the tube, the blue bell pop up from the weeds.
On the way to Old street, the tree blossom with blue flower which i have never seen before.
London, its a city you can easy fall in love with.
but don't think it will love you back..
at least not the way you expected.
13/may Mother's Sunday / Sunny thank you London.
Today is mothers day in Taiwan.
i Called my ganny this morning ,
its 5pm in taiwan,
she said she is cooking fish for my 菇 who went out for swimming.
i said i'm hungry.
she said：
來我煎魚給妳吃 ：）
15/may mother F raining still!
I stole his "A clockwork orange" pin.
I was a bit surprise when how panic he was when he found out the pin that suppose to site on his shoulder was gone.
I felt a sudden guilt.
But I couldn't tell him the pin is just right under my pillow, I knew that, because I put it there, when he went to the toilet.
He rushed to the door , without saying goodbye, I shouted out : I'm sorry for your pin.
The shoulder pad of his leather jacket, swing in the air like a beaten soldier who just lost the war and keep his head sinking like a stone.
I think i will give him back the pin, when I able to claim my heart back, I'll give it back to him ,the same day.
Sunday, 1 April 2012
April
1/ April 好天氣
下午跟吉兒去散步
一路從宿舍經Haggerston Park走到Broadway market再沿著河岸走回家
下午自己搬ㄧ大箱東西到新家
然後晚上胃痛 伴隨着心痛
希望只有胃痛就好
希望我不是這麼衣食無缺
於是我就不會這麼強說愁
感到孤單到可以窒息
6/april 從小窗戶看出去天很藍
一早起來發現
就算還沒找到那個人
在那之前的時間應該是完全屬於我的
而不是憂鬱的
不是虛無的
是 屬 於 我 的
就算永遠都找不到
which有這個可能
反正也許心中有個洞只是個人生狀態很正常
I didn't fell lost on my first trip to Paris
I did fell lost on my trip to Holland , Thanks to that woman.
I didn't fell lost on my second trip to Paris well maybe just a tiny bit.
I didn't fell lost on my trip to Berlin, did I?
every piece of my life should only belongs to me.
Vagueness or not.
7/April
一早的房租驚魂
我又不出所料的狂亂了一天
結果被大不信任牌的朋友
釋出了善意
讓自己很害羞
我居然在自導自演的戲碼上
跳了半天
總之新擁抱的人生觀世界上是好人多過壞人的
and
下午跟吉兒去散步
一路從宿舍經Haggerston Park走到Broadway market再沿著河岸走回家
下午自己搬ㄧ大箱東西到新家
然後晚上胃痛 伴隨着心痛
希望只有胃痛就好
希望我不是這麼衣食無缺
於是我就不會這麼強說愁
感到孤單到可以窒息
6/april 從小窗戶看出去天很藍
一早起來發現
就算還沒找到那個人
在那之前的時間應該是完全屬於我的
而不是憂鬱的
不是虛無的
是 屬 於 我 的
就算永遠都找不到
which有這個可能
反正也許心中有個洞只是個人生狀態很正常
I didn't fell lost on my first trip to Paris
I did fell lost on my trip to Holland , Thanks to that woman.
I didn't fell lost on my second trip to Paris well maybe just a tiny bit.
I didn't fell lost on my trip to Berlin, did I?
every piece of my life should only belongs to me.
Vagueness or not.
7/April
一早的房租驚魂
我又不出所料的狂亂了一天
結果被大不信任牌的朋友
釋出了善意
讓自己很害羞
我居然在自導自演的戲碼上
跳了半天
總之新擁抱的人生觀世界上是好人多過壞人的
and
Happythankyoumorepleasework so far
我情願跌跌撞撞滿身是傷
也絕不喪失勇氣
24/april 下雨又難得晴天 去班上同學的生日宴 一位英國人說他大概上輩子來自中國或印尼some where 因為他特喜歡水墨畫 還交過放在中國裝潢上很美的中國男友 我有覺得自己上輩子是英國人嗎 鐵定不是 我回說我可能事美國人 我其實找學校時事想去紐約 但展轉來到倫敦了 他說 紐約都是phycho 29/April The high light of the year. I kissed a boy the first time. A boy kissed me on the sofa. Outside is the dawn I can feel his breath went up and down. very peacefully like the tide i saw in north taiwan sea coast, mine, so panic and no rhythm what so ever. Because i don't want to wake him up. I not even sure if he was asleep. He lifted me up. and we kissed again. |
Thursday, 1 March 2012
March 三月
Feb/1風和日麗好天氣 不是我說
實習上了
在跟我以前西文名子對稱的Emilio 那（我叫Emilia）
Thank you, More please.
21/Feb 風和日麗好天氣
今早 在鐵軌上 看到了被撞死的鴿子
他沒有死的很淒慘
仔細看有些東西噴在週邊
沒有很血腥
然後晚上下班回家時
在鐵軌上看到兩隻小老鼠跑來跑去
一起實習的西班牙女生海蓮娜
一早起來要工作回家還要工作帶他住的家庭的小孩
她在工作室也是很努力的縫東西
晚上跟丹尼爾去吃飯
遠處男生很河他的胃口
然後他還是念念不忘在家鄉的小帥哥
據說還是處男要保留給他愛的人
24/mar
會曬傷得好天泣
我跟陌生人去first date
恩wonder there is a second?
Friday, 24 February 2012
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