不管有多想念
思念也不會具體化
19/dec 我都忘記台北冬天這麼情緒化
你不知道
因為他與生俱來的能力
Friday 14 December 2012
Dec
15/Dec sunny in Taipei
不管有多想念
思念也不會具體化
19/dec 我都忘記台北冬天這麼情緒化
你不知道
你在我面前是多麼的有魅力.
如何去形容一個妳愛的人
妳眼前這個獨立的個體
他的每一次情傷
他的舉止笨拙
他的孤獨
她的缺陷
他的不是卡薩諾瓦
但他卻能像野獸般征服妳
愛上他像愛上自己的傷疤
you had me with I am alone most of my life.
可是偏偏愛上他並不像愛上自己
因為眼前的你就是我愛的人
可是我要改變自己才能讓你愛上我
不管有多想念
思念也不會具體化
19/dec 我都忘記台北冬天這麼情緒化
你不知道
Saturday 8 December 2012
Friday 23 November 2012
Nov.
23/11 rain keep falling down
this never ending sorrow feeling.
今天很用力的去後悔自己在英國做的決定
心跟頭都一樣沈重
最後放棄沒去找工作
只知申請倫藝的學校
沒注意到簽證申請
半放棄式的回到了台灣
妳都盡了力了不要在苛責自己了
活的輕鬆快活才是保證你下次不再鑽牛角尖
看得到事情出口的方法
等下要跟叫我要用四肢指頭鍛鍊自己的人說話
也許心情會好ㄧ些
把決定的事情做滿做到好便沒有後悔的閒時間ok!
23/Nov
一個人難過的極致,便是不哭也能悄悄抽搐
然後當聽到情歌都不再心顫時 代表碎的東西儼然已經復原了
不知道我爺爺 現今的情況
跟小時後的我用力的跟老天爺祈禱有無關係
我跟老天爺祈禱千萬不要從我身邊帶走我最愛的爺爺
爺爺現在身體健朗 但是記憶力卻如同漏斗慢慢流失
他剛剛說
身體照顧好最重要喔
好爺爺你也要把身體照顧好喔
然後有空回來喔
好我有空就回去看你
妳旁邊那是甚麼聲音?
是吃飯的地方的音樂
身體照顧好最重要喔
有空回來喔
身體照顧好最重要
然後有空回來喔
Saturday 20 October 2012
Oct
19th 我回家了 台北市晴天
我的第一場戀愛剛過適用期就結束了
23th 雨天 我希望從今以後都是雨天
Hi my first love it is so tired to loving you.
and that Thursday morning if only I knew it would be our last one, I won't lock the door so submissively I will ran out and kiss you good bye.
我的第一場戀愛剛過適用期就結束了
23th 雨天 我希望從今以後都是雨天
Hi my first love it is so tired to loving you.
and that Thursday morning if only I knew it would be our last one, I won't lock the door so submissively I will ran out and kiss you good bye.
I am in love with a boy, he is devil , man and the boy. The man date me. I try my best to feed the devil.
The boy always looking far a way, far away looking for the girl in his dream.
Not me who standing naked in front of him.
Tuesday 18 September 2012
九月
19th /sep 只穿背心會很冷的秋天來了
倫敦是
通勤 免費報紙 上班族好多
fashion week
男人說 不懂我為什麼可以喜歡他
在他對我做了那麼多奇怪的事後
因為你符合我的犯罪測寫
一些些符合 我都深感欣慰了
倫敦是
通勤 免費報紙 上班族好多
fashion week
男人說 不懂我為什麼可以喜歡他
在他對我做了那麼多奇怪的事後
因為你符合我的犯罪測寫
一些些符合 我都深感欣慰了
Tuesday 14 August 2012
Aug
14th /aug good weather
"There were but a few weak, silvery stars."
The heart is a lonely hunter. Carson McCullers
一句美麗的文字
我想花時間看我喜歡的書啦
不想躺在床上一直反覆思考那混蛋加變態
28/ Aug 風和日麗 好天氣
On your birthday, my best gift for you is:
Let you love yourself more.
女孩聽著給自己往後25 年都受用的禮物.
你沒做錯任何事,人生本就不盡完美
而妳很努力的活就足夠了
stop reflecting on everything.
Just you, are enough.
Best wishes
xxChia
"There were but a few weak, silvery stars."
The heart is a lonely hunter. Carson McCullers
一句美麗的文字
我想花時間看我喜歡的書啦
不想躺在床上一直反覆思考那混蛋加變態
28/ Aug 風和日麗 好天氣
On your birthday, my best gift for you is:
Let you love yourself more.
女孩聽著給自己往後25 年都受用的禮物.
你沒做錯任何事,人生本就不盡完美
而妳很努力的活就足夠了
stop reflecting on everything.
Just you, are enough.
Best wishes
xxChia
Sunday 1 July 2012
july
1th / July sunny windy showering what can you complain its London
呼最壞的已經過去, 喝口水喘口氣
她非常年輕且無憂無慮,我身兼重擔 並且年輕並不是會用來形容的字句.
因為我方重生, 根本是一個全新的靈魂
我知道隨著時間更迭我會褪去層層重擔
因為這是宇宙的運行 潮起潮落 生生不息 我知道最壞的已經過去
呼
10/July its raining cats and dogs out there
Called my old man the other day.
He said to me your old room is exactly the same as you left.
We didn't touch it at all.
Come back and you can live there still .........
and if you come back,....., dot 't go out again.
It's the freedom i crave.
I would rather die then go back there.
I am sorry
my old man.
I am drawn to the sea.
29/July So this is LOVE.the thing i have been spent 25 years to wonder what it will look like.Sothis is how it looks like.
呼最壞的已經過去, 喝口水喘口氣
她非常年輕且無憂無慮,我身兼重擔 並且年輕並不是會用來形容的字句.
因為我方重生, 根本是一個全新的靈魂
我知道隨著時間更迭我會褪去層層重擔
因為這是宇宙的運行 潮起潮落 生生不息 我知道最壞的已經過去
呼
10/July its raining cats and dogs out there
Called my old man the other day.
He said to me your old room is exactly the same as you left.
We didn't touch it at all.
Come back and you can live there still .........
and if you come back,....., dot 't go out again.
It's the freedom i crave.
I would rather die then go back there.
I am sorry
my old man.
I am drawn to the sea.
kindred |ˈkindrid|
noun [treated as pl. ]
one's family and relations.
• relationship by blood : ties of kindred.
adjective [ attrib. ]
similar in kind; related : books on kindred subjects.ORIGIN Middle English : from kin + -red (from Old English rǣden [condition] ), with insertion of -d- in the modern spelling through phonetic development (as inthunder).個着海我找到了kindred of mine.一些跟我喜歡相似東西的人們..29/July So this is LOVE.the thing i have been spent 25 years to wonder what it will look like.Sothis is how it looks like.
Tuesday 5 June 2012
June
18/june
"he is not even a good person,
don't throw yourself to him anymore
he will not even there to catch you
you will just tremble and fall."
17th/June 小太陽多雲似乎是西洋父親節
今早跟阿嬤打電話
她說要包粽子然後寄給我
我又上當了
然後她又開始她讀特的天馬行空
跟我說着某個加拿大人被她好朋友吃掉的事
我對她說
安啦我不會被吃掉
5th/June better then raining anyway
忘記紀錄這個感人的展了 其實是27/may 去看的
Scott's last expedition.
25/june 好天氣啦
我這人優點不多
唯一的就是 never give up
and
what should i have for breakfast!
28/June
一個人去Brighton 聽Kate Nash
海天一片讓我眼睛失了焦
the blue blue sky and the green ocean green
let me eyes lose the focus.
Sunday 6 May 2012
May 的流水
3th /May
first date with him, he left . without a word about what's going to happen.
6th/May chilly weather
The reasons to love london.
1. while its already spring it still feel like November.
but the trees and flower didn't forgot to bloom.
outside the tube, the blue bell pop up from the weeds.
On the way to Old street, the tree blossom with blue flower which i have never seen before.
London, its a city you can easy fall in love with.
but don't think it will love you back..
at least not the way you expected.
13/may Mother's Sunday / Sunny thank you London.
Today is mothers day in Taiwan.
i Called my ganny this morning ,
its 5pm in taiwan,
she said she is cooking fish for my 菇 who went out for swimming.
i said i'm hungry.
she said：
來我煎魚給妳吃 ：）
15/may mother F raining still!
I stole his "A clockwork orange" pin.
I was a bit surprise when how panic he was when he found out the pin that suppose to site on his shoulder was gone.
I felt a sudden guilt.
But I couldn't tell him the pin is just right under my pillow, I knew that, because I put it there, when he went to the toilet.
He rushed to the door , without saying goodbye, I shouted out : I'm sorry for your pin.
The shoulder pad of his leather jacket, swing in the air like a beaten soldier who just lost the war and keep his head sinking like a stone.
I think i will give him back the pin, when I able to claim my heart back, I'll give it back to him ,the same day.
first date with him, he left . without a word about what's going to happen.
6th/May chilly weather
The reasons to love london.
1. while its already spring it still feel like November.
but the trees and flower didn't forgot to bloom.
outside the tube, the blue bell pop up from the weeds.
On the way to Old street, the tree blossom with blue flower which i have never seen before.
London, its a city you can easy fall in love with.
but don't think it will love you back..
at least not the way you expected.
13/may Mother's Sunday / Sunny thank you London.
Today is mothers day in Taiwan.
i Called my ganny this morning ,
its 5pm in taiwan,
she said she is cooking fish for my 菇 who went out for swimming.
i said i'm hungry.
she said：
來我煎魚給妳吃 ：）
15/may mother F raining still!
I stole his "A clockwork orange" pin.
I was a bit surprise when how panic he was when he found out the pin that suppose to site on his shoulder was gone.
I felt a sudden guilt.
But I couldn't tell him the pin is just right under my pillow, I knew that, because I put it there, when he went to the toilet.
He rushed to the door , without saying goodbye, I shouted out : I'm sorry for your pin.
The shoulder pad of his leather jacket, swing in the air like a beaten soldier who just lost the war and keep his head sinking like a stone.
I think i will give him back the pin, when I able to claim my heart back, I'll give it back to him ,the same day.
Sunday 1 April 2012
April
1/ April 好天氣
下午跟吉兒去散步
一路從宿舍經Haggerston Park走到Broadway market再沿著河岸走回家
下午自己搬ㄧ大箱東西到新家
然後晚上胃痛 伴隨着心痛
希望只有胃痛就好
希望我不是這麼衣食無缺
於是我就不會這麼強說愁
感到孤單到可以窒息
6/april 從小窗戶看出去天很藍
一早起來發現
就算還沒找到那個人
在那之前的時間應該是完全屬於我的
而不是憂鬱的
不是虛無的
是 屬 於 我 的
就算永遠都找不到
which有這個可能
反正也許心中有個洞只是個人生狀態很正常
I didn't fell lost on my first trip to Paris
I did fell lost on my trip to Holland , Thanks to that woman.
I didn't fell lost on my second trip to Paris well maybe just a tiny bit.
I didn't fell lost on my trip to Berlin, did I?
every piece of my life should only belongs to me.
Vagueness or not.
7/April
一早的房租驚魂
我又不出所料的狂亂了一天
結果被大不信任牌的朋友
釋出了善意
讓自己很害羞
我居然在自導自演的戲碼上
跳了半天
總之新擁抱的人生觀世界上是好人多過壞人的
and
下午跟吉兒去散步
一路從宿舍經Haggerston Park走到Broadway market再沿著河岸走回家
下午自己搬ㄧ大箱東西到新家
然後晚上胃痛 伴隨着心痛
希望只有胃痛就好
希望我不是這麼衣食無缺
於是我就不會這麼強說愁
感到孤單到可以窒息
6/april 從小窗戶看出去天很藍
一早起來發現
就算還沒找到那個人
在那之前的時間應該是完全屬於我的
而不是憂鬱的
不是虛無的
是 屬 於 我 的
就算永遠都找不到
which有這個可能
反正也許心中有個洞只是個人生狀態很正常
I didn't fell lost on my first trip to Paris
I did fell lost on my trip to Holland , Thanks to that woman.
I didn't fell lost on my second trip to Paris well maybe just a tiny bit.
I didn't fell lost on my trip to Berlin, did I?
every piece of my life should only belongs to me.
Vagueness or not.
7/April
一早的房租驚魂
我又不出所料的狂亂了一天
結果被大不信任牌的朋友
釋出了善意
讓自己很害羞
我居然在自導自演的戲碼上
跳了半天
總之新擁抱的人生觀世界上是好人多過壞人的
and
Happythankyoumorepleasework so far
我情願跌跌撞撞滿身是傷
也絕不喪失勇氣
24/april 下雨又難得晴天 去班上同學的生日宴 一位英國人說他大概上輩子來自中國或印尼some where 因為他特喜歡水墨畫 還交過放在中國裝潢上很美的中國男友 我有覺得自己上輩子是英國人嗎 鐵定不是 我回說我可能事美國人 我其實找學校時事想去紐約 但展轉來到倫敦了 他說 紐約都是phycho 29/April The high light of the year. I kissed a boy the first time. A boy kissed me on the sofa. Outside is the dawn I can feel his breath went up and down. very peacefully like the tide i saw in north taiwan sea coast, mine, so panic and no rhythm what so ever. Because i don't want to wake him up. I not even sure if he was asleep. He lifted me up. and we kissed again. |
Thursday 1 March 2012
March 三月
Feb/1風和日麗好天氣 不是我說
實習上了
在跟我以前西文名子對稱的Emilio 那（我叫Emilia）
Thank you, More please.
21/Feb 風和日麗好天氣
今早 在鐵軌上 看到了被撞死的鴿子
他沒有死的很淒慘
仔細看有些東西噴在週邊
沒有很血腥
然後晚上下班回家時
在鐵軌上看到兩隻小老鼠跑來跑去
一起實習的西班牙女生海蓮娜
一早起來要工作回家還要工作帶他住的家庭的小孩
她在工作室也是很努力的縫東西
晚上跟丹尼爾去吃飯
遠處男生很河他的胃口
然後他還是念念不忘在家鄉的小帥哥
據說還是處男要保留給他愛的人
24/mar
會曬傷得好天泣
我跟陌生人去first date
恩wonder there is a second?
Friday 24 February 2012
Saturday 4 February 2012
2 月 Feb for febular
21/Feb
去完安特衛普的失落
是因為
我沒有找到Robby
4/Feb
It is snowing.
去完安特衛普的失落
是因為
我沒有找到Robby
4/Feb
It is snowing.
7/Feb
每次的挫敗應該立刻轉頭走開
但是將學到的教訓放口袋
例如
不要再玩儒家不居功的那招拉
有付出的事大聲宣告拉
不要哭繼續往前走
9/FebI a a bad ass 居然對問我有沒有學到東西的奶奶說
：沒有耶
英為碩士都沒在教甚麼東西
我說這半年來玩全沒學到東西也是你自己的錯
you are the one to blame
想想你從11月開始的信心危機
到現在,再次證明妳最需要學的就是對自己我做的是保持信心
保持樂觀
你一定可以學到很多的（雙碩士/雙碩士）
22/feb
完成實習ＣＶ了
沒自信ing
Tuesday 17 January 2012
Tuesday 3 January 2012
1月
311/Jan 下大雨那種半夜會打醒妳的大雨 冷的很
無所事事沒辦法境下心血outline的一天
然後文青女神跟硬地小歌王
情歌唱完了
無所事事沒辦法境下心血outline的一天
然後文青女神跟硬地小歌王
情歌唱完了
"我再也不相信真愛了"
there is no such thing in the first place, missy
4/jan 一點冷但心外套讓我布冷
看了The help
"give peace a chance"
6/jan 天空so dame blue
ecstatic |ekˈstatik|adjective1 feeling or expressing overwhelming happiness or joyful excitement : ecstatic fans filled the stadium.2 involving an experience of mystic self-transcendence : an ecstatic vision of God.nouna person subject to mystical experiences.7/ jan 好天氣do what you got to do, one small step at the time.14/Jan 天光無限美 但是冷死了
我今天發現第二根白髮然後根mara and新朋友Juno去 Broadway market!
17/Jan 不太冷但台灣人民會覺得冷回家時 維多粒亞無預警停駛 幹突然發現image圖找一找居然找到根數學很有相關的 ㄎ ㄎ
我今天發現第二根白髮然後根mara and新朋友Juno去 Broadway market!
17/Jan 不太冷但台灣人民會覺得冷回家時 維多粒亞無預警停駛 幹突然發現image圖找一找居然找到根數學很有相關的 ㄎ ㄎ
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19/Jan good whethere
答應過自己 在聽到完美的演唱會時
我會包容一切發生在我身上的不好的shit事
因為我聽過如此好的音樂
處在如此美麗的音場中
我可以感覺在那瞬間 我的系胞都被昇華了
而生命本當如此美好
23/Jan 農曆初一
離鄉背井第一個過年
Home is where the heart is.
26/Jan I dont know the whether. I have to paid my rent today :
27/ Jan 好天氣
我作品的中心思想 是 The Value of The Things.
要對眼要對眼要對眼不要她媽的閃躲
29/ Jan 冷斃了卻遲不下瑞雪（噘嘴）
我慢慢發現 我聚集了人性最討厭的特質
以及一些些人性中的光明面
我想向神民討幫助
但是智者總是說
天助 自助
31/Jan
I saw the snow for the first time.
今天在市集裡看到的鐵盒
裡面似乎擺滿了某個年親女孩對喜歡男孩的記憶
我紅了眼
之後發現老闆似乎懷疑我會偷東西
仔細算了算其他盒子的數量
嗨老闆
我只偷了片刻的想像
23/Jan 農曆初一
離鄉背井第一個過年
Home is where the heart is.
我作品的中心思想 是 The Value of The Things.
要對眼要對眼要對眼不要她媽的閃躲
29/ Jan 冷斃了卻遲不下瑞雪（噘嘴）
我慢慢發現 我聚集了人性最討厭的特質
以及一些些人性中的光明面
我想向神民討幫助
但是智者總是說
天助 自助
31/Jan
I saw the snow for the first time.
今天在市集裡看到的鐵盒
裡面似乎擺滿了某個年親女孩對喜歡男孩的記憶
我紅了眼
之後發現老闆似乎懷疑我會偷東西
仔細算了算其他盒子的數量
嗨老闆
我只偷了片刻的想像
Monday 2 January 2012
Sunday 1 January 2012
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